HaizzZz...

just now look at the photo that my friend was tagging me on facebook
i just realize diok why i become fatter n fatter???
OMG...how come they all look so slim =(
haizz...think twice...before i am also a fatty girl too...just owing to some reason to make me on diet and slim down few years...
maybe now my life was better and i keep eating oily food,junk food,western food,supper and so on...
before this kind of life, i had never eat sweet or supper and junk food just want to keep SLIM...
should i back to this kind of life??=.=' if anythings also cannot eat that really pity lor...
BUT...45kg i really cannot accept the weight!!i think should below 40kg...haha=.='
and the waist is bigger and bigger...looks like 水桶!! what the hell...
its totally make me lost all confident...and why my bf so slim??and he cannot become fatter than me...hahaha
i really cannot accept i become so fat and ugly and older...ZzZ
Bye yummy food, Bye alcohol,Bye all my favourite food!
start to take off my dinner...try don't to eat any lapsap food...
god pls poppi me slim back and can buy a lot of clothes and find back my confident...
haha...